My Life Is Changing Every Day

so on friday, Halloween night, i worked. it was wack....idk why we were open. It was slow.

Danny picked me up at 12:30 and we went to drop off Sean. Then we headed off to Hemet.  HAHA yeahhh, he was taking me to my boo for the weekend cause his bday was on the 1st. Anyways, we got lost coming back to paramount from Sean's house sooo we didnt end up gettin on the freeway til like 1:20. i drove out there cause i knew how to get there. we got there around 2:45 and danny ended up giving Noe a ride back to Perris since it was on his way back over here.

We stayed up til like 4 maybe and knocked out or idk wtf i forgot :/

the next day, well on his bday haha, around 8 his mom let me borrow the car and she was like "its his bday, u kids go have fun" and i was like wtf? "ok" hahahaha.

soooo we went to pick up Noe and then we went to eat and we were stuck cause we didnt kno what the fuck to do. Soooo we picked up at eigth of kush haha and we got blown and went to watch zach and miri make a porno.

that shit wasn't that tiight. i think we laughed more at the previews than the actual movie.

we ended up gettin out of the theatre around 12 sumthin and we went to wal mart to buy ice cream. haha. who the fuck goes to wal mart at those hours? there seemed to be nuthin but tweakers shopping for shit that you shouldn't be shopping for in the middle of the night like baby clothes and ice cream! hahahaha

we were trippin out though. haha

then we went back home and noe got picked up cause i wasnt bout to drive to perris.

we smoked again and i took some E that we had left over from monster. then alex got pissed cause he wasnt rollin he was just blown. it killed the mood cause i was all horny and he was just blown and didnt wanna do shit. haha. he was mad at me and just didnt want me around. i dont kno what happend that night but we didnt fuuck and i was pissed.

we smoked every night i was there till i left tuesday afternoon. NEVER AGAIIIIN! i forgot how tired that shit gets you. we only fucked like once each night cause i'd end up fallin asleep. hahaha


shit is whatever right now, i got payed wednesday and since i didnt get him anything for his bday i bought him these two games that he wanted. Resistance 2 and Midnight Club LA.

man i really hope he appreciates that shit cause i spent 130 sumthin and i had to pre order his call of duty and mortal combat sumthing idk for christmas haha.

Electronic Music Festival on the 22nd, cant wait. that shit better be down :]

ok so alot of shits gone down since the last time i updated but its too much to go back and think about.

ill try and make it short so it still interests people cause i know how long entries can bore people at times haha.

on the whole alex side....to make a long story short he wants space. i'm giving it to him. phone bill this month came out to 200 && 150 were from calls ive made to him. havent called him in a while, hes been calling me which actually feels good
because that gives me a sense that he cares?? or something like that. egh.

hung out with rios also i believe friday? idk i almost crashed into him. it was the scariest thing ever. dodged it though. haha.

i didnt see my andrea all week cause i didnt party :[

matthew has been wanting to chill so we made plans last nite to chill today. i didnt go to school this morning cause i woke up late. matt called me at 10...got up got ready picked glow up at 11:30 picked up matt we went to some place in bellflower for matt to apply for a job. dropped off glow at lan's cause she didnt wanna come to the mall with us. matt and i went to the mall to get  applications...he got a shit load. haha i think its cause hes a guy and he applied at all these girl stores like forever 21 and victorias secret and shoe stores and stuff haha. it was chill though.

we went to target after to buy blank cds. we came back to my house and he was doin shit on the computer and i took a nap. woke up and he needed help so i did that...then i layed  back down and he came and layed on my bed too and i was thinking "oh no..." so i got up and sat on the chair instead.

self respect. haha.

went to starbucks to visit glow then i dropped him off around 6. over all it was pretty chill hanging out with him even though he kept bringing up the fact that we dated 3 months before i ever kissed him, hahahaha. fuuck it, shit happens.

hes a really layed back person. i like him :] as a friend.

i fucked up though, hahahaha....alex called when he was still here and he asked me what i was doing and i said nothing....i didnt tell em matt was here cause i didnt wanna have to explain anything to him....my grandpa got here while i was on the phone with him and he walked into my room and just starred at matt and was waiting for me to introduce...and i was like "oh this is my friend matt" and matt said hi....so i said that while i  was on the phone with him and all of a sudden he says he has to go and clicks. hahahaha...fuck.

ummm...other than that everythings pretty chill.

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